I feel like I am always asking myself who am I? Over the last few years I feel like I was not able to be myself and I in a way lost myself. I used to be the girl that worried what people thought of me, I used to be the girl who strived always to be perfect and nothing less, and I used to be the girl who would let someone hinder my decisions in my life. Now, I am 23 about to graduate from college and become an adult. I lately began asking myself if I was truly happy with the person I am. Are there things I could change and work on… Of course, there is always things anyone can work on and improve. But for me I needed to learn how to love myself without another person in my life. I needed to find my own voice and my own life aside from theirs. I began going out more with my friends, I started making new friends and letting people in more. I learned that it is Ok to not be perfect all the time and it is Ok to make mistakes. I have learned that it is Ok to take a little longer to finish college than your friends. But most importantly the new me has learned that she needs to be comfortable in my own skin, have a few flaws, have a few wild nights… its Ok to have them, I am 23-year-old I do not need to have it all together all the time. I love the new me, and the mistakes she has made and will continue to make.
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