Yes, you read that right I am admitting that I have been angry with God. For me, 2019 started out as a very tough year for me. I was constantly questioning why God was putting me through what I was going through. Why was it that I had to go through such hard times and so much pain? What did I do to deserve this? Well as this continued to be my prayers and my cry outs to God I realized, it was okay to be angry with God, it doesn’t make me any less of a person, but instead I should’ve never questioned God’s plan for me, instead I needed to turn this anger into love and turn this into an apology to God, that I was sorry that I couldn’t see why I had to go through what I was going through, that I instead needed to trust Him more, and not question His plan. I deep down knew there was a reason for why I was being put through such pain and heartbreak but it wasn’t my fault and that I just wasn't able to see it yet, but that was just how God knew my plan and my path needed to be. He knew that I was going to one day take this hurt and turn it into positivity, that I would someday turn this into a Light for me and my life. So, I am a Christian, I have been angry with God, and He still loves me. He never stops loving us, and He will always place us in situations we may not understand, but as Christians we need to quit turning away from Him, and instead need to trust in Him always.
1 John 4:7-8
John 3:16
Psalm 136:1 #GodsGrace #GodsLove #HeLovesUsAlways
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